Taking a break bye bye fb....

i'm officially deactivate my fb account yesterday....aper yg buat tindakan begitu???alasan alasan alasan.....haha..tapi betulah...selepas deactivated fb..

Kebaikan
1. saya rasa tenang..
2. tak perlu risau status org...
3. tak perlu tau aper diaorg buat...
4. tak perlu rasa sakit hati bila bergaduh dgn kawan fb
5. tak perlu hide...unfriend....block..delete...even tentukan kawan maner masuk group maner
6. fikir status aper nak letak, supaya org lain tak sakit hati.....
7. tak perlu risau or tertanya..kenaper diaorg limitkan kita org block kita...etc....
8. dapat wat keje..tak yah la nak duk login kat fb untuk tau status org etc....
9. tak perlu risau or sedih mengapa...kenaper ...hishhh...
10..tak per jadi mangsa keadaan asyik duk tukar function di fb....
11.. duk belajar balik fb....nak setting privacy la..saper leh baca..siapa tak leh..hishhhh setting....

keburukan
1. putus sudah hubungan kawan yg dijalinkan setelah sekian lama mencari....kekwn di sekolah..uni..keje tak yah nak rindhu sgt...tiap hari leh jumpa
2. bila time sedih or gembira tak dpt nak sharekan ngan kekawn ....drg pendapt mereka etc
3. tak dpt nak share gambr gambr yg diambil
4. tak dpt tahu aper perkembangan mereka...ermm..bukan dah dlm kebaikan deactivatekan ...sedih sedih
5. putus gak hubungan dgn ahli keluarga...hishhh...

how and why???i felt presure..stress....hati tak tenang...mcm i need to solve my bad habbit, wich i notice...i need to let go of something which destract me.....after me had a good run n walk ...tenang..relex n thanks to allah for giving me the uneasy feeling and make me had a good decision after the run...
malam tu..back up semua gamabr...sayang ooo.....hhe...then terus deactivate....so far tak ader sesiapa yg perasan ....nanti tgk cam ner...

so sementara nie...bye bye fb...munkin kembali munkin tidak....all d the best for me to avoid activate it back....back to my aim....alhamdulillah and thank you....

not the liable, famos...favorate person to be..i like it....

being the most likeable, enjoyable, famous to be with is totally not in me....failed to gain popularity or fun to be and work with....its because, i'm a stern and strick when it comes to work....tats d reason why.....and i seek friends when i need accompany and rarely people will find me...my room reflect myself..purposely kasi serak...senang org tak nak lepak...cause when am at work...boleh tolong jgn kacau tak...hmm..kejam kan...tapi tak sampai hati nak direct ckp gitu.....

walaupun org suka ambil kesempatan bila bergurau (oh yes..demdam tetap akan wujud) atau buat ayat yg saya tak suka....hmm..dlm hati..tunggu masa jer erk..walaupun tindakan adalah secara terang atau tidak.....ader aku kisah....terutama org yg "popular"....kalu tak kacau aku sudah...yet, kalu aku tau, dia memburukan saya...hmmm..tunggguu...tats why, i'm d introvert person...purposely being blur which has successful makes me one of it....

saya benci apabila kejayaan disalah ertikan terutama kalu org tu ckp depan saya...ehh.....i want my success to be my archievement and my happiness and not for people to be jealouse or hate it...duhhh.....and i totally hate it....senyap and simpan sendiri boleh...

i hte org org yg popular...sebab i know, they are hipokrit...ermm..semua org hipokrip....hahaha...anyway....being close with friends and family just make my day....let me find whom i want to be with..to kill my boredom....i do not entertain people...yet i visit people....i plan my success for my satisfaction and not for people to show hatrate....

late felt totally down....cause, decision is made without my concern...oh totally hate it..maybe its d sign..hmm....

anyway....tis a prayers....jgn kacau my life..my career and i dont need you to interfear mine...

Selamat Hari raya....

Selamat HAri raya.....

hahha..sudah lama tak update blog..been busy with fasting..going back early and completing my task....anyway..heh..summary..sumary

1. fasting..
2. Bake 2 types of raya cookies
3. business raya cookies...n popia
4. jalan jalan....
5. failed to maintain 2/3 times of jog/running
6. raya..dtg lagi...
7. 1st day melawat menteri
8. visit uncles n auntie...
9. 2nd day..visited graveyard of ancestors...
10..lepas at cousin house
11. went out with sam ..tini ...n umi..2/3 times..had a wonderful get together
12...watch 3d cars and smurf...lalala..lets sing a happy song
13..oh ya..demam..selsema...batuk...yet tetap gi kelaur...demam tak leh nak layan sgt
14. direa...vomiting....hishhhh..tetap kelau ptg tuuu
15...had a great time with nephews and families....
16..balik melaka...heheh..best best
17.submit my phd applicaiton..crossing fingers...
18. Jodoh..opening my heart for men..hishhh..stil introvert with myself...hishhh....
19.continue my work....no such thing as back to reality...our life is always reality....hahahaha

night night....