being the most likeable, enjoyable, famous to be with is totally not in me....failed to gain popularity or fun to be and work with....its because, i'm a stern and strick when it comes to work....tats d reason why.....and i seek friends when i need accompany and rarely people will find me...my room reflect myself..purposely kasi serak...senang org tak nak lepak...cause when am at work...boleh tolong jgn kacau tak...hmm..kejam kan...tapi tak sampai hati nak direct ckp gitu.....
walaupun org suka ambil kesempatan bila bergurau (oh yes..demdam tetap akan wujud) atau buat ayat yg saya tak suka....hmm..dlm hati..tunggu masa jer erk..walaupun tindakan adalah secara terang atau tidak.....ader aku kisah....terutama org yg "popular"....kalu tak kacau aku sudah...yet, kalu aku tau, dia memburukan saya...hmmm..tunggguu...tats why, i'm d introvert person...purposely being blur which has successful makes me one of it....
saya benci apabila kejayaan disalah ertikan terutama kalu org tu ckp depan saya...ehh.....i want my success to be my archievement and my happiness and not for people to be jealouse or hate it...duhhh.....and i totally hate it....senyap and simpan sendiri boleh...
i hte org org yg popular...sebab i know, they are hipokrit...ermm..semua org hipokrip....hahaha...anyway....being close with friends and family just make my day....let me find whom i want to be with..to kill my boredom....i do not entertain people...yet i visit people....i plan my success for my satisfaction and not for people to show hatrate....
late felt totally down....cause, decision is made without my concern...oh totally hate it..maybe its d sign..hmm....
anyway....tis a prayers....jgn kacau my life..my career and i dont need you to interfear mine...
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