progreess.....perubahan....

Salam...

Dah nak hampir akhir bulan 1 dah....pejam celik..pejam celik...dah tiba hujung bulan 1...

1. Running

Alamak, tak start lagi matlamat larian 3 kali seminggu....hahah...dan larian pertama adalah di bidor..tapi yuran dan makin mahal plak..dulu okie la..maksimum rm40-60..hmm..kali nie dah leh cecah rm53 - 70..pikir yg mana nak masuk ...tak leh nak masuk byk larian dah..yet, nak melarikan duru ty yg malas

2. Keje
Alhamdulillah, manage to do get an extension to e in cyberjaya..ialah dgn alasan keje, belajar and terutama sebab ayah....tapi tu la..kene buktikan dan execute apa yg patut..kasi worth the time spending

3. Kete
Vroooommmm...hmm.. bro dah nak balik, oleh itu kete yg diguna selama hampir 5-6 years, dah kene pulangkan dah....so kene la cari kete lain...dgn tight budget dan kebarangkalian untuk beli kete baru tak ada rupa..sebab kene penting kan saving...and beli apa yg layak....bank pun rasa yer tak akan lulus pun... sebab black n white, i'm paying for a car....tapi for my bro family usage...so duit yg baru nak berkumpul nie la, akan diharap untuk membeli kete 2nd hand..insya allah akan mencari yg elok and berbaloi skit..ialah, tak boleh nak bandingkan dgn kete yg baru...kene prepare gak....kalu bole nak beli cash..tanpa utang...doa..doa..amieennn

4. Jodoh
hahaha, hmm, tawakal jer la....last year, ada gak kawan kenengkan, tapi budak tu yg slack? ker i should blame myself....takper..experiment tak jadi....hahah....geram ada gak..tapi anggap jer la dugaan....

5. $$$
Insya allah, rezeki ada saja kalu kita dpt berjimat..doa kan dpt kurangkan hutang, meningkatkan tabungan.....

6. Family
Yg currently boleh tgk secara zahir is my dad..but yet, bila bila sajer dan sesiapa sajer boleh mati....entah ler...doing my best to help my family dgn apa yg ada....

7. Study
So far dah abis dah 1 paper..sekrg kene kit my butt to start exe my research...semua dah ada...tapi tu la, malas nak contact etc...teruk teruk...hishhh....chan chan....


sekian...
konon nak lari..tapi tak ada gaya nak start la beb...hahah..pemalas

New Year..new resolution...new person?

yep..the typical, every new year must have new resolutions..and i'm used to be one of them..such a typical person.  

well, let me recap what i have done this 2012...mcm biasa sumarrize

1. organized and conducted the big event. big fight, result failed to meet the expectation...mcm bias, org mengutuk tak abis abis.

2. i have registered my phd.am an engineering students. After an 8 months of fighting and applying for uni placement, dpt gak masuk united.

3. i'm a half maraton runner. my first run 21km run after been running for 10/12 km. tahun hie, hmm...dpt lari at least 2kali seminggu pun dah kira ok....perhaps another half marathon...

4.  My 6 years dell note book is official gone...and i bough a macbook..please dont fail me...tapi so far okie la...

5. my beloved house, what can i ask for..a comfort and alhamdulillah. Thank you

6. manage to teach in cyberjaya temporary and able to register for my research method class. 

7. blind date. urghhh...sedih yet, a good experience. a new colleague introduced her ex colleague. we meet, a sweet talker indeed..yet after the meeting, no response , no replying any sms etc.  must be that i'm not his type or kind of girl. haha.....memang mengaku pun..i'm not a supermodel physical type, not fair and totally i'm not the type of girl what a guy will dream off. mcm nak call and ckp depan her...tapi, ignore jer la...

8. suddently, i think, i'm ready to find a husband, if it is not too late..mcm nak prey, kalu ada rezeki, to be loved and loved for a reason in tis life. suddenly, been waking up, with the felling, i want to get married. maybe caused, one day , i'll be alone. life sucks, but that the beauty of it.

9.  ready to be love....sebab tu giving me heart a chance to love and try to accept and get to know insan bernama lelai..tapi tu la...

10. had a wonderful holiday with beloved friends in langkawi...2 kali lagi...hehe..sampai diaorg nak kenengkan i with the one of the friend...hahah.....

11. been to penang twice..sekali untuk larian penang dan sekali lagi time conference.

12. A family holiday in penang. brought mum and dad. am happy i'm able to bring them. this year, kita tgk mcm maner k.

13. hmm..sedih la, tak dpt nak buat korban for my parents.really sad, tapi $$ tak mengizinkan. got to pay for my phd, duit notebook etc....gosh dugaan tapi sedih gal.

14.  berhati hati bila berdoa...sometimes you will get it, tapi you will not like it....i've been praying for education and success in career..but as for the marriage, it is less priority....but now..im putting in back in every doa i made.

15. Suddently, dad was asking me when is my turn to owned a family..have a family...maybe its a signed? gosh, umur mcm hie, susah nak dpt jodoh...sedih, mcm tak nampak jer calon calon...ada mer? 

16. am happy to  be with my families and friends. thank you allah.

17. thank you allah for the hurdles you gave me, hapiness and sadness you showered me.  believed in allah, allah will be with me, allah will see my every actions and thinking, allah loves me. 

k..tu jer summary ..rasa yer kot yg boleh diingat at 2.15am....heheh....apa guna yer diari...so that am able to remember what i have done. may my years build my character, the experienced nurture my character. Insya allah.....thank you again allah, for giving me a beautiful life. 

What is my resolution, to repay back and preach as a muslim.