Opening my heart

Yep....am opening my heart and preparing myself to commit....yep....am ready for the next stage....lambat??yep..so???well all the best...

anyway, its december and how times flies...below is the list which i've gone thru

1. 3rd bro wedding
2. conference is penang..was a success
3. another gf wedding today...
4. openinig my heart..any learning to accept my next stage...
5. going to love my house and my plant dearly...gonna talk to them every morning etc....haha..yep...
6. My application for my study is in process..
7. keje tak abis abis....
8. overcome my negative begative...hehe

all the best..happy new year....whther you are single..family or companian...wishing you guys a happy new year

Running...cooking...hmmm...

Aritu ..erk...last week baru berjaya buat putrajaya night run 10km..within 1 hour and 40 mins?heheh..aper nak buat...failed to do my regular jog....and i was not feeling well tat day....hurghh..really sweating...abis badan melecet...sedar bila mandi...it was a good run yet..d goodies was not very interesting...d best ever goodies bag will always be the shape run and the energizer night run

Next run, will be the terry fox run follow by the malakoff run..d last run for the year 2011....yep..making d habit to join running event...to disciplne my running schedule...hahahha..berangan..berangan....

cooking..hmm..kene wat cookies plak..requested by mum for raya haji ... heh .. mood .. malas...hahahha......trying all the possible food yg guna microwave .. ermm .... erkkk.... cookies n coklate jer yer...hahah....

aritu nampk chef making pancake..senang n mudah..let me try to refresh back the resepi...urghhh

bahan A
1 cup of flour
1 small tsb of baking powder
1 eag ..separate d white with yellow..
syrup or sugar..
milk 2 cups
essense vanilla

cara cara
campur bahan A...pukul white eag sampai kembang....then masukan skit skit kedlm adunan A...cara gaulan, buat ala ala lipat...jgn duk main pusing..then masak...hehehehe..satu hari try a'a....tapi saper nak mkn?aiyak..nie ler musibah bila duk sorg or rg yg duk ngan kita..tak ader tekak or selera nak merasa...hishhhh....mati lagi mood memasak....hahahha

adios....sekrg nie duk pulun nak abiskan laksa johor..esok plak kene goreng mee tu..ermm...sorry...jap lagi kene goreng....esok keje pgi pgi...adios...to myself..

Back to Natural Remedies

Dgn kewujudan pelbagai product kecantikan yg menjanjikan kulit menjadi putih...bersih...tiada jerawak memang dapat menarik minat pengguna wanita. adn now it focuses on the men too to take care of their face...

many product in the market, to choose from based on cost and the effectiveness...yep, i'm one those consumer which will observe and try ..been using it when i'm at the age of 16...aper nak buat..jerawat dah tumbuh...haaha...mum was not the person who expose me to skin facial or beauty things...as she never use any and also rarely...barely ...and no makeup at all....and she doesn''t look at she's 70 old...

so, i start with buying 1..works well..bye bye jerawak..tapi muncul balik...change...okie...long effect teruk..change...aisey..okie..tapi mahal la plak...change....decided to go for natural and less chemicals...and it does not have to cost alot...okie..la.not bad..and cant expect that perfect thing....yet still looking for natural and back to basic remedies for facial....got lotsa info..and did try it and it works well...less cost and definately u know what you use on your face....and one of it is am using potates..yep...

not all basic and natural things are good for you..yet no harm in trying....so what i did was, at night after washing my face, i cut 2 slice of potates and wipe on my skin (the balance, simpan dlm petik sejuk, so esok yer, buat lagi..mesti muka rasa sejukkkk..best best)....and leave it for overnight...min u can leave it for 10-15 minutes...well, after 2/3 days using it, my jerawat kering n mengecut...and then bye bye....very the satisfied...and cheap..of ya..i used US potatoes and not local potatoes...sebab bila guna local potates..tak ader effect sgt and makin tumbuh adalah...ehheheh

there are lotsa basic remedies to use from and less cost....so possible opt for food natural and organic for your face and dont be a victim of cosmetik...be natural..i know the effect these cosmetik has done to my face....and no turning back...

kalu ader mende lain plak, i post my next tips....yet drink lotsa plain water...and balance diet and exercise...

adios and good luck

Running

I was not an athlete...aka kaki bangku....time sekolah dulu memang berangan nak join in sukan ..tapi apa kah daya...tak tinggi and tak talented...k...etc..la..so until i was in uni days..join silat..tu jer...

then..working world...hahah..by the way...my weight..cam biasala...60++..gemuk..gemuk...kurus..time cuti jer..sebab tak mkn sgt..time belajar...ohh gosh, setiap kali nak exam, i will eat 1/2 big big choclatess or several coke...kalu time puasa plak mesti balun buah kurma beberaper tupperwire plak...haha..yep ned sugar for it...

anyway, i was lucky enough to meet a friend to ask me to join her for her run..still remember my first run...cuma dpt lari 50m...haha..lpeas tuu..jalan jer la....then 200m..then complete my first running lab..400m...hehe..with a very slow jog...

well gradually increase...yet when i started my master..i stop...yep stop running...after graduated..i start back with my running yet till now its on n off...tgk keadaan, work etc...hehe..yet amm happy at least am able to run a decent 1-2 km.....at least something...and shall maintain with it...for health reason selain dari kene kawal makan..as my weight...am happy, not too fat..and still within my 60++ kg...

New aim

Hmm....just completed a training conducted by the the tree of us..was a success and was very interesting having these types of participants....

still in the office and am having many things for me to start with...my career and changing jobs...let's wait and see...hoping my application been accepted as cant wait to start studies and start with my reading...terlalu lama tak buat paper and reading memang akan berkarat jawapan yer...next aim is to start learning php language and success opening a web hosting..learning now php language...at the same time..improving my knowledge in other languages....gossh cheated myself by opening my 2nd account fb...tapi hehe..yet..happy as my friends did not allow any strangers to view their wall, photos etc..alhamdulillah...actually was thinking to activate with different email account...yet to think again..if i ever start, will my problems be ever solved...hmmm i dont think so...


let me get back to my aim in this few years..silently executing my dreams....and my archiving my aims...heheh...insya allah...

all the best to me...

Taking a break bye bye fb....

i'm officially deactivate my fb account yesterday....aper yg buat tindakan begitu???alasan alasan alasan.....haha..tapi betulah...selepas deactivated fb..

Kebaikan
1. saya rasa tenang..
2. tak perlu risau status org...
3. tak perlu tau aper diaorg buat...
4. tak perlu rasa sakit hati bila bergaduh dgn kawan fb
5. tak perlu hide...unfriend....block..delete...even tentukan kawan maner masuk group maner
6. fikir status aper nak letak, supaya org lain tak sakit hati.....
7. tak perlu risau or tertanya..kenaper diaorg limitkan kita org block kita...etc....
8. dapat wat keje..tak yah la nak duk login kat fb untuk tau status org etc....
9. tak perlu risau or sedih mengapa...kenaper ...hishhh...
10..tak per jadi mangsa keadaan asyik duk tukar function di fb....
11.. duk belajar balik fb....nak setting privacy la..saper leh baca..siapa tak leh..hishhhh setting....

keburukan
1. putus sudah hubungan kawan yg dijalinkan setelah sekian lama mencari....kekwn di sekolah..uni..keje tak yah nak rindhu sgt...tiap hari leh jumpa
2. bila time sedih or gembira tak dpt nak sharekan ngan kekawn ....drg pendapt mereka etc
3. tak dpt nak share gambr gambr yg diambil
4. tak dpt tahu aper perkembangan mereka...ermm..bukan dah dlm kebaikan deactivatekan ...sedih sedih
5. putus gak hubungan dgn ahli keluarga...hishhh...

how and why???i felt presure..stress....hati tak tenang...mcm i need to solve my bad habbit, wich i notice...i need to let go of something which destract me.....after me had a good run n walk ...tenang..relex n thanks to allah for giving me the uneasy feeling and make me had a good decision after the run...
malam tu..back up semua gamabr...sayang ooo.....hhe...then terus deactivate....so far tak ader sesiapa yg perasan ....nanti tgk cam ner...

so sementara nie...bye bye fb...munkin kembali munkin tidak....all d the best for me to avoid activate it back....back to my aim....alhamdulillah and thank you....

not the liable, famos...favorate person to be..i like it....

being the most likeable, enjoyable, famous to be with is totally not in me....failed to gain popularity or fun to be and work with....its because, i'm a stern and strick when it comes to work....tats d reason why.....and i seek friends when i need accompany and rarely people will find me...my room reflect myself..purposely kasi serak...senang org tak nak lepak...cause when am at work...boleh tolong jgn kacau tak...hmm..kejam kan...tapi tak sampai hati nak direct ckp gitu.....

walaupun org suka ambil kesempatan bila bergurau (oh yes..demdam tetap akan wujud) atau buat ayat yg saya tak suka....hmm..dlm hati..tunggu masa jer erk..walaupun tindakan adalah secara terang atau tidak.....ader aku kisah....terutama org yg "popular"....kalu tak kacau aku sudah...yet, kalu aku tau, dia memburukan saya...hmmm..tunggguu...tats why, i'm d introvert person...purposely being blur which has successful makes me one of it....

saya benci apabila kejayaan disalah ertikan terutama kalu org tu ckp depan saya...ehh.....i want my success to be my archievement and my happiness and not for people to be jealouse or hate it...duhhh.....and i totally hate it....senyap and simpan sendiri boleh...

i hte org org yg popular...sebab i know, they are hipokrit...ermm..semua org hipokrip....hahaha...anyway....being close with friends and family just make my day....let me find whom i want to be with..to kill my boredom....i do not entertain people...yet i visit people....i plan my success for my satisfaction and not for people to show hatrate....

late felt totally down....cause, decision is made without my concern...oh totally hate it..maybe its d sign..hmm....

anyway....tis a prayers....jgn kacau my life..my career and i dont need you to interfear mine...

Selamat Hari raya....

Selamat HAri raya.....

hahha..sudah lama tak update blog..been busy with fasting..going back early and completing my task....anyway..heh..summary..sumary

1. fasting..
2. Bake 2 types of raya cookies
3. business raya cookies...n popia
4. jalan jalan....
5. failed to maintain 2/3 times of jog/running
6. raya..dtg lagi...
7. 1st day melawat menteri
8. visit uncles n auntie...
9. 2nd day..visited graveyard of ancestors...
10..lepas at cousin house
11. went out with sam ..tini ...n umi..2/3 times..had a wonderful get together
12...watch 3d cars and smurf...lalala..lets sing a happy song
13..oh ya..demam..selsema...batuk...yet tetap gi kelaur...demam tak leh nak layan sgt
14. direa...vomiting....hishhhh..tetap kelau ptg tuuu
15...had a great time with nephews and families....
16..balik melaka...heheh..best best
17.submit my phd applicaiton..crossing fingers...
18. Jodoh..opening my heart for men..hishhh..stil introvert with myself...hishhh....
19.continue my work....no such thing as back to reality...our life is always reality....hahahaha

night night....

Messy Messy

Yep..a messy girl i am....

Every girl would like to look preety....with make up on...with hair style, choosing a suitable outfit....thinking of choosing handbag to match with and even for shoes to wear....and being the admiral of mensss....

urghhh...growing up with 3 boys...sadly to say...does not make me one of it...even thou berangan how nice i can become like them...but i dont think the investment bring me any benefits..., even thou, am able to be that kind of "women"...yet i have the natural of being a messy girl and not wanting to look preety for just to attract others....maybe its my behaviou..i do not like to shine off my beauty...where my weakness always covers my positive....

even being single, i received lotsa comment regarding my apprearance...my outfit..the shoes i wear...my hair..and even wearing my make up..cause we are adults...and other reason is "to attract the opposite sex"...aiyak...do i have to be that way just to dress up......why cant they put it...wear something to reflect ur self...tudung tak match la...baju nampak gemuk la...kasut tak lawa la...etc..urghhh..bosan bosan....


urghh..sometimes...i just wanted to tell them, i was grown up where my mum doesn't wear makeup or even a lipstick...hehe.....hehe..even my mum pung beli baju kurung for me..being the daugther to manja for...hahahaha...

yet..kenaper kene pakai makeup just to attract men?? kalu aku pakai makeup..for my husband...fine...i'll do it..but just to attract guys etc...hah.....i wear lipstick, for meeting...ok..fine...the rest tak masuk kamus okie....

oh yes..to summarize..i prefear not to wear make up...i prefear to wear comfort cloths and shoes...i do not believe to invest colours for my face..part nak cuci la time ambil air sembayang is so troublesome la ...(i dont think i look preety with it...unless a professional artist is doing it for me...)

so...bila diaorg bla bla...pakai makeup...lipstick...bla vla vla...baju tak sesuai...bla bla bla...mcm radio plak berbunyi...tak ader effect pung langsung....and wats wrong with being alone....igt dah khawin tuu...boleh bahagia ker? igt kalu dah khawin boleh dpt anak? duhhhh.... niat salah tu....

life is always alone...and i now have my god to love too...trying my best to do what its being writen...and i do believe when i show my love to god....insya allah....my god will know wats d best for me.....


adios...

PHD

taken from http://www.phdcomics.com/

last week, learned a new meaning of PHD....yep..byk sgt drg the meaning or the definition behind the phd...why am i so concern..heheh...sebab i'm going to delve myself into the world of PHD...yep.....ialah...mum suruh jadi doktor...kita tak nak..kecian tgk org senang jer mati di tangan kita....hishishhh..lepas tu nak kene hafal lagi...akak tak kosa nak menghafal...

anyway few of my friends are in a process of completing it....hehehe...anyway back to the story.....a malay drama..gave the PHD as a Penganggur habis duit...hehe..lawak kan tapi meamng betul untuk full time post grade...aialh dpt duit lepas tu belanja....heheheh...tapi penggangur tu tak ader la...they are working to complete their research..sometimes they are occupied with other work also...hahahahaha.....

other definitin of PHD
- Permanent head damage--> stress okie nak buat..ngan menulis lagi...ngan presntation lagi...with the arghh panel n supervisor....
- professor Hot Dog --> name panggilan for us adik beradik by our beloved mum...hahahahah.......sejak kecik lagi...

at the moment...nie jer kita tau....hahahaha...anyway...in a process...ambik gambr..aisi borg and submit..doakan dpt...then..jeng jeng....boss dah bagitau...directly to me....which i can say tat...i will not be long in the department...gosh..leaving my confort zone.....

ciow

Messy messy Office

i have this habbit of feeling comfartable with a messy place....not tat messy...yet boleh dikatakann mcm tongkakng pecah jugak la....with papers lying around...ooo..i have to organise my stuff....ohhh yes..decided to do it ..today.......duss duss...

yet..happy to say, this clean room will not last long....hahahahah....it all reflect back to my messy behavior...hahah

Isolating

arghhh...malas dah nak melepak and being the friendly person of visiting colleagues...maybe the news or gossips can make one person tend to be jealouse..envy..."urghh wah...best yer...hmmm..teruk la....terror la..." and one wonderting how tat person can be a better then us and getting all the luck they can have....where as for me, i try to be the best and better ..yet hearing it makes me sad...useless...nothing compare to them....this is the part where i usually tend to just back off..shuting down my effort and my creative mind put on work....

sometimes, talking bout it makes me sad..wanted to scream my lungs out..its just the ever wanting to be talented turns back to me.making me not talented..unlucky person i am...can i ever become one? oh why do i failed???

currently...i feel happy when i'm alone..running alone...reaching the finishing line alone or with a strangers...rahter then knowing or expecting to be better at the end of compare to the rest....comforatble with family as i rarely talk to them about my works...i do not like to talk about or things how others do..their success..failure...it's just a waste of my mind..time..energy and the results i'll produce...really make me calm by not thinking about it...tak yah bagi advice...

yet..when i need company...cari jer la saper ader....alhamdulillah....that's one out of my chest....just need to let it go....

oh yes...i'm rarely lepaking with the rest or even visiting other people....prayers for me to maintain it....prayers for people not to praise me anymore..it makes me suffers to maintain with their praises.....please stop...let me be the judge of it and let Allah be the judge of my stories..success, failure...oh yes..that's what i want....

JB my beloved Home Town with Lovely Friends

Born and raise in JB was indeed the best...together with friends and family...oh ya dont forget the many channels we can have without even ASTRO...best and syok....

Last week went back to JB meet and lepas rindhu to my high school friends ...sanggup ambik cuti 2 hari earlier...heheheh...

Thursday...went to kl to get my stndard chartered racing kits..then went back to KL...fetch by dear Umi and we straigh went back to her house..rest then go out makan ikan bakar with umi and sam...then went to pitt house .....lepak sampi kul 12...then jeng jeng jeng...got stung by wasp...straigh went to 24 clinic...mulut masin tul my friend...dr on duty cute sey...yet memang i loya buruk...hah sempt sms to my friends telling the doc is cute...siap kim salam lagi...rest assure, i berani sebab tak jumpa lagi doc tuu...then went back home....tu pung tidur kul 2am...

Friday
lepaks bangun mandi and siap at 12..then fetch our dear friend tini....heheh..then we straigh went to pitt house for the nikah ceremony before that we went to mkn jap....lawa pitt..really had a good laught..touch by the event...and the food was the best..laksa johor in d house...best best...oh ya it was hot on that day...

lepak till 6 and we went ot fecth sam...hehe..amoi nie..then we went to sutra mall ...hahah...i rasa even i was born in jb....i dont really know jb really well...mcm jakun sehhh....i'm like a tourist....tu la duk jauh lagi from jb....pastu minum blog...heheh...then we went to shop fro pitt present...sexxxyyy ...hot present...only d hubby and her can open d present.....hahaah

the next morning, umi had to go for training while i pack my things to visit my best friend aeriza...had breakfast...a moment to remember..then went lepaking in kfc dive thru while waiting for sam to fetch..change cloths then fetch tini...then we waited for another friends janet and natalie....went to d wedding reception....meet old school friends, mawar, latifa, noreday..and even azlun...really had great laugh and fun....updating status and gossip....took the last photos...

went to bough my 8pm bus ticket to KL as the next morning is my 10km run....while waiting for the bus..we went for mkn and celebrate ivy birthday...we sang and ..took photos ...and laught all the way till 7++...really rush to send me and not a minute less..manage to get in the bus...

Adios to my beloved friends....our memories shall remains in my heart..love you gals....

Kita OOnik

yep oonik...aka unique...




-->pictures taken from : http://www.musicmovement.com.sg/artistes_Najip.htm

well, dah lama tak drg kisah najip ali..the ever talented singapore artist n dj n singer, producer...etc...as a johorean..siapa tak kenal najip ali...funky guy, seriuse in his work..creative...aka talented and always look ahead....a talented talk host tooo.....

few days back, suddently wanting to get some updates from his career...really love his music...the song kita uniq..sampai sekrg masih igt lagi lirik lagu tuu.....while surfing and updating his career..jumpa la dari youtube his songs...kita oonik...been playing his song for non stop ...

go to youtube and type "Kita Oonik - Najip Ali " ..not sure wats ur music taste..yet i love this song.....


.. a person I shall remember....his career...his contribution..his laught...he's a unique and talented person indeed...actually looking whther he has a fb account ..or contact or fan page.....cant find one...dapat org lain plak....kalu dpt..will definately will be one of his fans....

adios....

Wedding and babies

The year of the rabbit...rabit...

hahah..hmm..ramai sungguh my friend yg melangsungkan perkhawinan..prayers for thier happy marriage.Dan ramai plak yg mengandung tahun ni and expected to be deliver their baby this year too...

yesterday was a busy day for me...visited long utp n silat friend wedding in sanawang...accompanied by my belowed colleauges....then we went to watch the x-men..first class..best best for 2 year..yawning ader gak...heheh....

then visited by another uni friend lina...hubby ader keje...then she lepak jap at my house...after she went back home...tetiba plak rasa nak buat cover tm report plak...buat la sampi kul 5....email, pray then zzZZzzzzz...

arinie bangun kul 12 lebih..baca novel jap..then tgk tv till 3...then house cleaning...sweeping, mopping.....mandi...masak n makan...and now, surfing the net...sambil tgk tv and thinking wat to cook for tomorrow...aiyak.....nit tgh layan cete astro avatar while waiting for academic fantasia final plak.....

so that's my weekend...a lesson to be learn...received your weekness with proud....admit it or leave it..then plan for your future and be the better person to ur love one and to the beloved god....

am 1 philophobia ?

seems to be true.......

Wel..seems to be true...have i ever experienced love?had a bad experience in love..well all in no..no ...no

tak pernah bercinta..hampir hampir..tapi end up in a mess....since then..k..study..study..even kalu ader org approach..antara i buat bodoh...or i run away or aper aper yg boleh kita reject the person....worst of all..buat bodoh jer...tried to meet...yet i'm shy....really solute my friends yg berani berkenal, berkawan n even express their feelings towards the guy and they accept the rejection..at least they try...for me...wow wow..not to that extend..

Yep, i'm still single and a virgin in falling in love...maybe too phobia in falling in love..takut kegagalan...kekecewaan...not perfect adn knowing not the kind of girl a guy will look at....hahahhahah..mampus kalu ader my friends drg....

hmm...k..story gini..recently went back to running..ialah after 1 month tak lari and k..k..lame excuse kan..sebab i have a running event end of this month....so i went back running at hutan rekreasi...there it is...the guy which i notice recently....lama dah tak jumpa mamat tuu lari...kira a crush la...haha....so some how, i wrote this is my fb...

"oh yes....he's the reason and my inspiration why i'm back to my running..seeing him just make my day.yet, when we pass by, i dare not smile or look at him..you make me speechless, oh how I wish u smile at me or even say hi......urs d secret admire."

so mcm maner i'm hampir hampir to my phobia...bila time ader org nak kenengkan i..i will create 1000 excuses tak nak...bila kenengkan with other people idenied....y....sadly i admite i'm afraid to commit and even to fall in love...dont know why ...dont know how..yet ..i'm just puting the hope where i'am able to have the courage to say 'yes' to any of the event...my aim..to make my parents happy and feel easy tat at least there will be someone who can take care of their daughter....how i wish i could fulfilled their wish...

any...kalu i jumpa or terserempak mamt tuu..i will either say hi...smile..or even when people try to kenengkan..at least..i will put a try to it....

Aaaaaa...

Its been 3 months dee....busy busy wit work...shifting and the rest...

Let talk about my house...yep manage to shift evrything on friday with the help of all my brothers....for a month , my house went for a gradual fixing of kitchen, electrical...etc....weekends..stay at home.....unpacking stuff....tgk mood da....hahah...and its like 60%...and th ekitchen is ready...yet..the unpacking and cleaning part...ooooo...i'm so dam lazy gal....hahha.....


but the best part is...my home....nice...better....no worries of shifting..permanently its mine.....

painting Job

Next step..painting d house ....well a DIY painting with bro...bought dulux...tema daring.....yet calm...hahha....so far hanya 1 color manage to paint...well, first timer like me..mesti ader slack....follow the dos n donts of painting...letak tape along the border and the switch....wipe of dust n plaster....paint...yet, i'm getting uneven results...

manage to google and found few tips on how to fix a bad paint job....this is d answer to my paint problem

Bad Paint Job Problem #1: Splotchy Uneven Paint
First, make sure that the paint has completely dried as it will often look uneven as it dries. It will also look uneven on a first coat and sometimes a second or third coat. If you have patches of thick paint on the walls after 2 or 3 coats, sand these before applying the next coat. If you are using a roller, try using a "W" effect to spread the paint more evenly or follow immediately with a paint brush to ensure the paint is spread more evenly.

source: http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/2498019/an_insiders_guide_on_how_to_fix_a_bad.html

Cuci...cuci

House cleaning

Ari nie, masuk keje lambat skit....lagi punsunyi ma office...ramai dah bercuti...so woke up..mkn n then send bro to d house while me masuk office, do some office stuff....when the lighting person call....its time for me to go n join my bro....

dpt brg....then continued helping my bro with the house cleaning...aiyo....sweet d dirt...dari atas....bilik...then tangga..then to d 1st floor...d rooms...then middle..then d tangga....abis kul 4.30..decided to go back...hahaha...senang kan...tapi mak ai ...sambil menyapu abuk abuk tuu...me duk pikir..kalu aku dah pindah nie , abis la jenuh duk kemas , sapu n mob...adus....there goes my relaxation..but..maybe...just beli kain putih jer...tutup perabot n katil...hahah..lepas tu semmingu sekali basuh ...n tutup balik..tak payah nak lab or tukar cadar..best tak?hahah....kalu duk sorg..mesti sunyi...kene doa tiap tiap hari temukan jodoh n dpt anank ramai.....amiinn...

dapat transfer gambar...will update all the entries with the pictures....

esok, bab pasang lampu ...n kipas...then kene basuh..then cat maner yg mampu..then kene pikir beli tangggaaaa.......hahaha.. $$$ kelaur..so far..memang budget on track tapi ader lari skit...heheh...

okie la..esok pepagi kene keluar..usahakan cari air plak....

House Update

huhuh...bro is up to help out with the painting.....hetic day for me..driving around melaka...was hunting for paints and lights....and visiting d banks...and making calls...memang productive day for me...

went to work to make few calls and few visits to bank...then after lunch , me n bro went to d house...count d lights,..took pictures of the missing items...then we headed to d next installment of my new kitchen....sampi..made payment...then getting d new price for the missing items...aisey $$$$....its like climbing d hills...memang menguji kesabaran....insya allah...you gave me stone...and i shall patiently break it into pieces...standing up again and again with no fail.....

next, went to batu berendam..bought paints for the internal house + painting equipments...Bought it at batu berendam..its a new shop...tu pun after trying to find d ici dulux shop from the internet....nippon byk..juton byk..ici..aisey...again, pusing and tawakal jer la kedai yg pertama jumpa...nasib baik ader dulux....bincang d colour..d price..tawar...finalise...
2. go to survey ligths plak...kat semabok...tgk...cari..chop...bincang..tawar meanawar....tanya pasal kipas plak...no stock...k...then went to next shop in mitc...again the same thing ...by this time it was 9pm...select, discuss...tawar menawar (sampai esok jer discount)...yet not much choices to choose fromm but cheaper....hmmm...dah ler d taukey tak bagi balik d kertas yg tulis d discounted prices....adus....

then, at 10pm, we went to mydin...bough some stuff for the house cleaning....etc..by 11pm, we were out of mydin.....reach home....

d pictures i shall update later a'a....

tomorow will have another busy things to do
1. meet the ID on the kitchen renovation
2. send bro to house then rush for a meeting....gerenti 2 jam yer...
3. need to go to another n last ligthing shop in cheng...to compare the price as tomorrow i need to buy the lights...as wednesday dah kene pasang lampu dah...senang nak cat malam nanti....
4. meeting with the electricion in installing the lights n electrical stuff while cleaning the house and the walls...
5. night...zzZZzzzzz


adios...xoxo...hahah

Busy busy bzzzzz..





Need to settle tones of works...keying n marking...hahaha..

A Reunion indeed...

A reunion indeed for my mum cousins and the 2nd generations of Hj.Hanan meeting...yep, today we had a majlis bertunang in tangkak..since my 2nd cousins invited most of the 2nd n 3rd generations for her daughther engagement...its a good oppurtunity to reunite them back...



The cousins...Their mums and my mum dad are siblings....

Dari melaka...KL , JB and Singapore....bersama....heheh..best gak....mengenali mereka..at least they know a'a...who is my mother....and identifying my aunties..uncles..and i'm a grantmother deeeee....hahahah..takat gelaran...gandma muda...huhuhu..

walaupun pendek tapi it was just the moment...difficult to maintain when these people leave us...susah untuk berjumpa, kalu tak ader org tunang or khawin or kenduri..time time nie la semua ader...n berkumpul...time time nie la..we try to capture photos..to witness the moments...melepaskan kenangan adalah sukar...bertemu kembali saat indah n kenangan manis jugak agak sukar...cheris the moments...well...capturing d phots...keeping it..hoping d descendents of haji hannan are able to maintain the families...

aminnn

Renovation + $$$

Which one do you prefear...

A. Senang-senang sekrg...bersusah susah kemudian...
B. Bersusah susah sekrg, bersenang, senang kemudian

nak pindah umah nie...adusss...betul byk dugaan....kalu ader kecheng...$$$...just tunjuk nak nie..nak tuu....design nie design tuu...kalu boleh, cuci kaki jer la....lepas tu tak payah nak pikir dah....but with limited $$$ ....and definately tak nak berutang ngan cik bank....mesti tak dpt nak capai...simpanan?hmm..dah guna dah..tapi bila time nak simpan..ader jer la masalah akan timbul...

Ya allah...kuat kan la hati hamba mu ini...tabahkan dugaan yg hamba mu akan hadapi....berikan jalan dan ikhtiar yg akan dihadapi oleh hamba mu ini....

At the moment...i think i'm sticking to the ikhtiar B..susah susah sekrg..senng seang kemudian....
Ameennn..

Kebetulan

baru jer baik sembuh semlm...pgi semlm okie lagi keluar..heh..konon leh baik tanpa mkn penadol...but way i was wrong...terpaksa telan 2 biji panadol gak...but boy, was i eating bykkk....nasik 2 kali tambah pgi n mlm....between, snacks..tibbits..sotong...semua bedal..tekak punya pasal..n my mum masak d bext kuah celok aka asam rebus....bext bext best...nasik dibanjiri kuah...perghh..time tak sihat nie ler yg bext....hehehe

aper yg kebetulan....well, my 3rd bro last week demam..aper yg berkaitan...setiap kali dia deman, even we live far apart....i will get sick after tat or at least max mesti sakit...tis has been going on since we are young....bila my bro sakit, mum will be calling me, to take care of myself, as i will get sick...oh yes...it really comes true....demam memang demam..batuk tetap batuk....and kalu i demam, i will straigt away call me bro. to confirm it...

are we twins? nope..definately not...but we are 1 year apart...he's older and i'm younger...

my freelance part time job started...adus 2 subject kene ajar...okie la 1 suject leh tahan lagi..tapi 1 subject totally 80% blur..dah ler both kene study back...wahh..igtkan dpt subject sama...wel...i'm praying for the bext..wis me d bext....

Aurat

Just read an article about women aurat...




hmmmmm....hmmmm....hmmmmm....heheheh....hmmmmm....yep..no comment as me myself are not perfect...yet..let hope..one day...and progresively, i will betulkan both physical, pemakaian n also the attitude..d do's n donts....yet, i'm graduall..just pray for the best of me to become one of them...not too touch on aurat, as who am i to say what are they wearing right or wrong...

baca blog, ramai muslim berhijah ke pemakaian tudung...ader yg kata, pakai tudung tak semestiyer tak boleh berfesyen...ader yg kata, asalkan menutup aurat....ala, pakai tudung sebab nampak i kemas...selesai masalah ....sudah cukup...ader yg kata, begitu n ader yg kata begini...

tapi, ader yg saya drg...tgk wayang tak boleh...gelap etc..tapi pergi tgk concert...okie la...tapi kita org pergi concert islam...tapi kenaper ader insan yg menjerit jerit...tapi.....

for me...lets us pray, for the best of muslim...be better, bukan sahaja di pemakaian, tapi dari segi ilmu n tingkah laku....mari kita berdoa....

not kutuk, not comenting as i'm still doing it.....kekdg pakai biasa..tapi ....there are reason why i tak pakai..and i pernah pakai tudung....i know, semua salah saya...but..i have my reason dan saya tahu, alasan itu tak boleh dipakai kali dibandingkan dgn agama...

see, i'm not perfect and i cant say or comment anything about it..yet i can pray for me and my friends to be a better person n muslim..living happily and doa ampun dosa mereka and buka hati mereka n menjadi seorg insan yg tabah ....

adios...


adios....

ASB Laon

Well, ari nie aku gi bank to tanya tentang penjualan asb loan..well ader 2 ways...and i've learn something new...call be bendul...

1. stop and they will inform the pnd to sell off the share...What you need to do , is to go to the bank, they will give u the form...then dia akan ckp, tunggu dlm 1/2 month to sell of...okie
2. Pay all the balance, and you will get the 1 piece of paper...arghhh....igtkan selama nie, i invest and bila settle, i dpt cash balik..rupa rupa yer sekeping kertas....adus...which also took around 1/2 months...

Since me desperate, yes desperate to get some cash for the renovation of the house, aper lagi stop jer la....siap org tu leh pujuk suh increase n sayang la...ader aku kisah...bukan dia nak kasi aku duit pung.....

doakan dpt jual cepat cepat...so tat am able to settle the house n move in...heheheh...minggu nie, gi umah kira lampu, then beli lampu n kipas....

Morning Run

Today, had a morning run. The place where i usually had either morning or an evening run.




What makes me enjoy doing my run here....because you can see people exercise ...the smell of fresh air, beautiful tress, the sound of animals, crikets, birds and the d group of wild monkeys...heheh..yep monkeys...climbing..running...never stop surprising me each different days...d monkeys will definately will not harm you, unless you start to harm them...

As usual I will alawys run alone...accompanied by young, old, friends and famillies doing their routine walking, running, aerobics..fitness..it makes me not running alone...there's always some familliar n regulars joggers...smilling and greeting.... the uncles and aunties doing their rounds...



i usually will see this uncles rasa cam around 70+ of age, never failed to drive and do his round 4/5 rounds...he will be either doing it alone or will joined by friends....this really makes me happy..running along a community of healty people...

See, i'm not running alone....where do i run....its in melaka botanikal garden..aka a small forest...




Not only do they have a jogging track, they also have some old folks fairy tales story replika, dinasours, and several healty activities....and if you are lucky..you are able to see wild bores in the forest...hehehe....tats why, when i run, i will make sure i enjoy the scenery , d fresh air and not to forget the living things around me...running for fun ....

Moving House...week1

Just received sms (tu pun lepas sms bagitau duit masuk)from the owner..I have to move out as the owner (entah betul ker tak), decided to shift to her house...

Conclusion: 80 days to go ...got to speedup ....my house renov..painting etc..lights camera..action..

c told you..bila satu dah berkurang..tambah lagi satu....big task...

hahahha...

Workoholic...

Wat a day..




Someone told me, one should start work as early at 7.00am...you got to catch the time..heheh..well frankly speeking, lately,..sungguh malas nak gi keje pagi...paling awal kul 9-10am baru sampai office..but now after hearing her words, today i start to go to work early...but..hehe masih gak balik office lambat...

Acara Melarikan Diri (Running Event)





Its been a year since i have actively involved in half of the running event...ohh how i start??

Chronology..
basicly getting thinner is the main objective...so i started to run as an option to stay slim...well..when i start running, i can only run for the first 100m..then i got stich etc..breatless...then i walk for 1/2 round (400m)...then gradually i am able to run for 200..300..400..etc..then i go to the gym...then i meet new friends..they are d kaki lari pals....then i upgrade to running a 5km less in melaka run..then up to 21km (gatal tak ader keje)...then running will be part of my weekly routine...did i get slimmer? definately, inches reduced but my weight gradually...

then..i stop...doing my master ...weekends classes...no kaki to run with..etc ..hahha...so do my running become irregular..but boy ...my weight went up...ahah...then 2 years back...i gradually start my running...(motto: wanna become thin)..then last year..i asked my friends to join in our 1st running event which is the KL relay...putrajaya night marathon...and the last was malaka charity run..with 3km to start with, and gradually increase to 10km in bukit jalil marathon (we got no choice to sign up for 10km because the 5km was full)...





progresively, my running n timing getting better...but i could not dedicate to my running schedule due to working n career...then as i realise...I want to run for fun..for health...happy..at the same time getting better and better at the speed n time..losing my weight, gosh....its a bonus....









What i found out, no matter ur are fat, thin, young or old...d aim is to focus and have fun...live healty and be healty..enjoy ..enjoy...and enjoyyyy..now, during my spare time i will definately run ...running alone is normal for me..while enjoying the nature and people as they run n walking...