yep..the typical, every new year must have new resolutions..and i'm used to be one of them..such a typical person.
well, let me recap what i have done this 2012...mcm biasa sumarrize
1. organized and conducted the big event. big fight, result failed to meet the expectation...mcm bias, org mengutuk tak abis abis.
2. i have registered my phd.am an engineering students. After an 8 months of fighting and applying for uni placement, dpt gak masuk united.
3. i'm a half maraton runner. my first run 21km run after been running for 10/12 km. tahun hie, hmm...dpt lari at least 2kali seminggu pun dah kira ok....perhaps another half marathon...
4. My 6 years dell note book is official gone...and i bough a macbook..please dont fail me...tapi so far okie la...
5. my beloved house, what can i ask for..a comfort and alhamdulillah. Thank you
6. manage to teach in cyberjaya temporary and able to register for my research method class.
7. blind date. urghhh...sedih yet, a good experience. a new colleague introduced her ex colleague. we meet, a sweet talker indeed..yet after the meeting, no response , no replying any sms etc. must be that i'm not his type or kind of girl. haha.....memang mengaku pun..i'm not a supermodel physical type, not fair and totally i'm not the type of girl what a guy will dream off. mcm nak call and ckp depan her...tapi, ignore jer la...
8. suddently, i think, i'm ready to find a husband, if it is not too late..mcm nak prey, kalu ada rezeki, to be loved and loved for a reason in tis life. suddenly, been waking up, with the felling, i want to get married. maybe caused, one day , i'll be alone. life sucks, but that the beauty of it.
9. ready to be love....sebab tu giving me heart a chance to love and try to accept and get to know insan bernama lelai..tapi tu la...
10. had a wonderful holiday with beloved friends in langkawi...2 kali lagi...hehe..sampai diaorg nak kenengkan i with the one of the friend...hahah.....
11. been to penang twice..sekali untuk larian penang dan sekali lagi time conference.
12. A family holiday in penang. brought mum and dad. am happy i'm able to bring them. this year, kita tgk mcm maner k.
13. hmm..sedih la, tak dpt nak buat korban for my parents.really sad, tapi $$ tak mengizinkan. got to pay for my phd, duit notebook etc....gosh dugaan tapi sedih gal.
14. berhati hati bila berdoa...sometimes you will get it, tapi you will not like it....i've been praying for education and success in career..but as for the marriage, it is less priority....but now..im putting in back in every doa i made.
15. Suddently, dad was asking me when is my turn to owned a family..have a family...maybe its a signed? gosh, umur mcm hie, susah nak dpt jodoh...sedih, mcm tak nampak jer calon calon...ada mer?
16. am happy to be with my families and friends. thank you allah.
17. thank you allah for the hurdles you gave me, hapiness and sadness you showered me. believed in allah, allah will be with me, allah will see my every actions and thinking, allah loves me.
k..tu jer summary ..rasa yer kot yg boleh diingat at 2.15am....heheh....apa guna yer diari...so that am able to remember what i have done. may my years build my character, the experienced nurture my character. Insya allah.....thank you again allah, for giving me a beautiful life.
What is my resolution, to repay back and preach as a muslim.
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