Ada aku kisah???....bila aku tak ada impian???
Memang aku kisah...
Byk Sgt dugaan dtg...untul mencapai cita cita...n impian...tapi tadi masa class...invited speaker bertanya...my answer...I have no dreams...dlm hati..why should I share??...bohong kalu tak ada impian....a simple word....perfect...happiness...bekalan.....dunia n akhirat....
Sejak muda..tak pernah berhenti berdoa....dpt belajar tinggi tiggi-done....kerjaya...done
Tpi...tak pernah berdoa...untuk berkahwin..dpt anak anak yg soleh..sebab time tu m serik kalu bercinta....even pada umur late 20plusss... hati tak buka untuk bercinta...mcm takut...parents tak suka...yep...I have trained myself mentally....heartly...n also with words....reject...avoid...mental blog....tapi lately...konon natak nak ulang..yet...I auto did it again...opps....
Yep satu keputusan yg melulu...tapi ..I'm a typical clasic girl. Waiting for a guy to send signal....Entah ler...bukan rezeki n jodoh....now...alwys include for me to get married..hv children's....tpi kalu dah di takdirkn for me to be alone...let me sorround with friendd n family..dont let me be alone.....
Nothing is perfect...n berhati hati bila berdoa....but...kalu inilah ujian....maka I hv to be tough....wahai lelakI yg pernah n ingin memiliki cinta dari diriku ini...tapi ku tidak bersedia...hati tidak dibuka....tapi...aku mohon...supaya dpt bertemu n mengahwini lelaki yg dpt membimbing ku n kulargaku....dunia n akhirat....
N my dreams....be kumpulkn amal ibadat n complete 5 waktu n katam alquran.....yep...my dreamsssss...be my ears when im in need ...amieennn
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