There are times...writing from your heart and head.... Allows you to say what you want...ok here it goes...again....
4months ago....I hate him..yet I miss him...and the mix feeling been going on n off.... And me, finding person to hear me...understand me..knock my head.... I felt lost. Alone..... I wanted to talk and hoping we can do something... Perhaps it's too late....we made a mistake...
Going thru n experienced first love..looking back, is the most wonderful thing that can happened.... The cries, the laughter.. The fights.. The acceptance of two difference world yet trying our level best to stay....
It's not easy.. And we are easy expected how we want our partner to be....we hurt each other as they failed to meet our needs and expectations.....
This is where theory meets practical.... It's not easy.... Yet again the sacrifice and tolerance....
I will always love him and I really miss him...now, it will always be there...perhaps, he has some plan and his reasons which he choose to stay away from me.....I have learned a big lessons during our courtship....
Somehow I respect him.. Cause he has the courage to love and accept me..he showed me the meaning of love.....
Admitting... And accepting...time heals... And I'm grateful for what have happened...
Give me the courage to let go of him....one day.. The time will come....
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