Why....

He has been silence for 4 months,
It's all started when he proclaimed he was in seremban n not feeling well...
That's why he was silence....
Yet, that night when he msg...she send an WhatsApp msg telling me do not disturb them,

Hmmmmm, since then I called, sms never replied.....n on new year, found he was in langkawi...n she proclaimed they were happy

Recently, I smsed n WhatsApp,  he never replied... Next he unfriend in fb n me sms him back asking why- I tried to request n he accepted ...n after 6 days he blocked me....n me.... Did nothing...

Questions... To myself..
Why do I missed him?why do I dream about him for few days.....why can't I forget about him...

Everything that have happened.. The big lies, cheated,  infidelity,  will definitely make any women leave a men n forget them...move on.. Why can't I forget him....why do I felt I miss him... Why...why do I fell in love with him too deep....

I hv been out from social media...I need a break..... I need to know why n find the cure to this desire n feeling out from him......

I'm moving on....it's been 4 months....why can't I forget him or hate him...why can't I erase him......

Why....n how n where can I get the cure??