Back in melaka....Alone
A time when i miss to be at home....my home...doing nothing yet was hoping something..a miracle perhaps.....occupied myself by surfing the net while the tv is on.....life suck when something changed in your normal life and it end up making your life empty....yeah...love....relationship....
LOVE
1. He messaged...not a good start....was thinking to be silent..but knowing me..i cant..a verbal person i am...i pop up the questions.....asking if he was not feeling any guilty at all for not communicating with me for weeks...his reason..busy with work...a stupid reason indeed....tak masuk akal langsung...was totally out of my mind in accepting....told him i'm deeply hurt..was thinking am the worst gf he ever had..as he had the cruel heart of deciding to shove me aside....yet...he can update his fb...adding friends...reply a comment..but to spare a minute to say hi etc....he can't....a lie? or a series of excuses....
He apologise.. ..yet not happy.....express my feeling ..and how i was miserable yet getting by day....he did not response to it...the next day...i took the courage to msg him...asking how he is....he told his ok....need to double check my heart....i informed him on my weekends...and he replied...today....hoping he changed or do something..texting me....yet..nothing....i can't be like this...because of love...i reduce my workaholic habits....going back early.....spending time with him....hmmm....my expectation failed...Give me time....to walk out...
Work.
Shifted to the new room temporary... more space...will have to catch up my work.....yep...a new place..a new environment for me to start my workaholic ... where i don't have to think and being alone...
Study..
Gosh..need to execute it.......
Health..
getting back my momentum...running weekly..swimming.adding to jungle tracking and gonna reduce my running event...short trips indeed...
Financial
Gonna save some money for education...health...vacation....
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